It's almost a week since the I came back for good. Continuing another semester in my degrees. This time, with a terrific feeling of homesick T_T And yes it took me a while to even recover form the feeling of this homesickness. I was even crying before going to class due to this. So funneh of me.
And, due to certain things do come up during the holidays, with the conflicts and so on, makes me feel like i'm not ready to be back. I'm not ready to face some people. It's killing meh. Plus with the "morning sickness" syndrome that i got from nowhere, with my appetite gone, makes it even worst.
However starting with the first week of lecture and with the expectation this semester is going to be not as hectic as last semester was wrong. Haha. Screw myself. This semester is going to be even tougher and more challenging. And now I realize that it's time to be even stronger than ever. Don't really need to care about other things that are holding you back. Let it goo and be free. Don't let it be an attachment that tie you like hell. Seriously.
"Certain things can happen and get us really really down. That's a process we must all go through. No one is immune to pain and suffering, to sadness and emptiness. What's important is to hang in there. Remind yourself that things will always get better.
After a storm, the sun will shine again. It may be a few minutes later, a few hours, or even a few days, But it will always happen. This does not mean that the negative emotions you experience at the time are trivial. They are real, and they are important.
But remember that time heals the wounds. Your sadness and fear will pass. Give yourself time. The most important thing is to let go of the things that are holding you back. And be happy
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" (NNNJ, 2012, Singapore)
And all I know is that, the feeling of ease in the heart because you let go things for good is really amazing
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From a 18 years old NNNJ to a 22 years old NNNJ
saljubungaaaputeh | 01032016 | relieved and energized for March
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